1:11 pm, 29 December Israel continues with a campaign of targeting mosques, places of worship, which are embedded in towns and densely-packed camps, in addition to strikes on other civilian infrastructure. The al-Burno Mosque [photos] across from Shifa hospital was bombed late on the 1st night, completely leveling it. Three were targeted in Jabaliya camp, not far from the hospital where I and other internationals were staying to monitor the situation. Another 2 mosques in Gaza’s southeastern Khan Younis city were targeted.
Emad Akal mosque
The first mosque, Emad Akal mosque, was levelled, killing 5 young girls, ages 4, 8, 12, 14, 17, and endangering the lives of a 1-week old baby, a 1.5 year old child, and countless other civilians living and sleeping in their homes next to the mosque when the F-16’s missile struck it, causing the walls and rooves of neighbouring homes and buildings to crumble, burying and pummeling people inside. 10s of homes have serious infrastructural damage, and 3 were completely destroyed. I see terror in many eyes, disbelief in many more (for although Gaza has been hit hard many times before, the scale, the immensity, and the seemingly undending longevity of this one are beyond words).
1:15 I’m interrupted: an explosion not far away. A second explosions seconds later, much closer, shaking the building again. And again the sirens wail.
How to explain this feeling? I am physically numb to the explosions, not that i am in any way brave, but just physically unaffected. This is useful, it allows me to continue to write, to photograph, to speak. But my rational side which is continuing these things. Alberto, a Spanish journalist sitting next to me, helps me to recall that last night I told him: “I’m so focused on conveying the eyewitness account that i’m not thinking about danger.”
And with that I’d like to note three things:
1) I did not come to Gaza to “seek danger” or because I’m “naive” and “unaware” of the situation in Gaza. I came precisely because I’m acutely aware, through friends, first-hand accounts, of the dangers Palestinians face, completely ignored and misrepresented by the international community. And because of the siege which continues throughout this third day of the carpet-bombing of Gaza.
2) I am not trying to be a “human shield”. I am here in solidarity with Palestinians, which does mean that I stay in their homes, but as I’ve typed any home is a target, any place is a target, the whole of Gaza is a target… and the shooters have weapons supplied by the very nations which are endorsing and ignoring this slaughter. [That said, a TV station requesting me to show up at 3 pm exactly wants confirmation that I'll be there. My reply: I will do my best to be there, I won't schedule anything for that time, but i cannot predict what will happen on the street, and obviously if i'm hit by a bomb i won't be there." Not meant to be sordid humour, actually, just straight up pragmastism. It's not safe on the street, not safe in the house, not safe in this cafe, not safe anywhere. Anywhere can be a target, and we've seen that there is no accountability for shelling civilian areas.]
3) This is more important than my ‘image’ here in Gaza: this campaign of terror Israeli is waging is not a campaign to stop rocket launching, nor to assassinate ‘Hamas militants’. This is bloodletting that is targeting civilian infrastructure: mosques, universities, houses, people on the street, charities, markets…It is a campaign of war crimes. It is not a war between Hamas militants and Israel. It is a ruthless, illegal assassination of people and their means to exist.
1:24, closer, louder.
But they are terrifying in that i know they are striking more civilian areas. Civilian areas. Yesterday morning i spent 1.5 hours touring the ICU at Shifa hospital, seeing 10s of young and old men, and children, turned to living corpses, soon to die. They were the fourth shift of the first day of strikes.
Two further mosques in Jabaliya were targeted around 9 am, one minutes after the other.
In Jabliya at the time when the Emad Akal mosque was hit, I was able to visit the site with first light. There, an uncle of the 5 killed children pointed to the corner where they had slept, where the roof and rubble caved in, burying and killing them.
Another neighbour toured me through the three neighbouring destroyed houses, and the many other seriously damaged houses. A construction block sized piece of cement drooped in plastic perilously over the pillow of where a family member had laid sleeping, saved only by the plastic between asbestos roofing and her head.
A man whose home was destroyed when the mosque was leveled asks me where he and his family are supposed to live now? He is, it turns out, a refugee from 1948, his family having lived in what is now Israel.
Last night, around midnight, 5 F-16 air-strikes targeted women’s buildings at Islamic university.
12:27 more strikes: in Zaytoun area, civilian injuries, in Bureijj camp at the entrance (a car or a building, not yet known), another attack in the northern areas…
It’s nearly impossible to finish this entry…still more explosions are erupting every few minutes: a car in Al Bureijj camp, central Gaza, another hit in the Zaytoun residential area of Gaza City, another in the north…
This time, it is not the electricity that prevents me from writing, nor certainly not want of words or information. It is that the appalling bombing at close range that Israel is unleashing on us here in Gaza, since just after 11 am on December 27th continues at full speed, full strength, despite over 300 dead and over 800 injured, by conservative estimates (1000 by other estimates), not including the victims and casualties from the latest and ongoing attacks.
The outside world rightfully wants to know what is going on in Gaza, and I too want to know, even though I am here. Gaza has become isolated areas, where people are trapped in their homes for fear of being out on the streets. And, as it turns out, even homes are not safe. There is no where safe in Gaza. Any place can be a target. Any target can be justified as being a planned target or being closed to a planned target. As Jaber said, within the geography of Gaza, every place is within the range of a target.
I’m in Gaza City and I worry about my friends family in Jabaliya. I’m in Jabaliya and I worry about my university-student aged friend across the camp. I’m in Gaza City again and I worry about Jaber, the PCHR vice-director who left his family home two days ago because it was next to a house that had received a direct threat that it would be shelled. The house was shelled, Jaber and family in a relative’s home.
But now Jaber has gone back to his office which, when we were there this morning, attempting to write an article, we evacuated because the owner of the building next door had received a threat, again from Israeli army commanders, that the building would be hit. The reasons? Because the house next to Jaber’s is the house of the family of the wife of a Hamas executive force member. And the targeted building next to the PCHR office is a hotel which now rents an office to a Hamas Minister of somethingorother.
Collective punishment. It has been the theme throughout Israel’s siege on Gaza which had already brought hospitals and the medical patients within and without to their knees, which has caused a poverty rate of 80%, meaning 80% of 1.5 million people need food handouts which Israel then has not allowed in consecutively since November 4 when it shut all borders except for the briefest of openings.
Did I mention that Israeli naval ships -conservative accounts say 15, others say 25 -fired on and destroyed Gaza’s wharf last night? So, if I’d been at home, in our apartment which is at the marina, how safe would I have been?
There is no where to run, no where to escape, no way out, no way to evade missiles, no way to stop this madness.
It is really up to you, to pressure your governments into reigning in Israel’s wrath, into preventing the bloodshed of more children, more innocent adult civilians, and even of internationals here.
recent accounts and reports:
Most Gaza casualties were non-combatants, civilian, Press release, Al Mezan, 28 December 2008
Gaza: “This is only the beginning”, Ewa Jasiewicz writing from the occupied Gaza Strip, Live from Palestine, 28 December 2008
**bombed Emad Akel mosque, Jabaliya
house next to mosque
*bedroom of 5 killed girls
*house destroyed
*spared by plastic: cement block which would have fallen on head of sleeping occupant
*buried beneath the rubble for one hour before pulled out
**shop owner, across the street from the mosque
*home across the street, damage the wall, extensive damage within





















December 29, 2008 at 22:41
[...] human rights activist Eva Bartlett, who blogs at In Gaza, describes how she is trying to cope: How to explain this feeling? I am physically numb to the explosions, not that I am in any way [...]
December 30, 2008 at 09:05
thank you for these heartbreaking and brave reports (i think you would say you are not brave, but you have gone to gaza to witness this while i sit in my living room in oregon). it is a helpless feeling to be an american in solidarity with palestinians, at this time and always – to detest the position of my government and to resent that my taxpayer dollars have financed the death and destruction now occurring around you. i know i am not alone but i am at a loss, after years of letter-writing and petition-signing, as to what we can do. you, and all those in gaza, are in my thoughts… peace, love, and safety to you all.
December 31, 2008 at 15:22
[...] bombed. But threats like this are made by phone calls, some followed by later bombing [like that of the home next to Jaber Wishah, among others], some just pyschological [...]
January 1, 2009 at 13:27
[...] learned of some of the Jabaliya explosions. The Emad Akal mosque in Jabaliya camp, which was leveled, taking with it 3 neighbouring houses, 5 children between 4-17 years old, and [...]
January 1, 2009 at 13:30
[...] bombed. But threats like this are made by phone calls, some followed by later bombing [like that of the home next to Jaber Wishah, among others], some just pyschological [...]
January 14, 2009 at 10:17
[...] humanos, Eva Bartlett, canadense, autora do blog In Gaza, descreve como ela está fazendo para dar conta: How to explain this feeling? I am physically numb to the explosions, not that I am in any way [...]